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Do you ever get to the point where it seems nothing you do is… 
3rd-Mar-2010 08:01 pm

Do you ever get to the point where it seems nothing you do is valued?
That all your efforts amount to is that you're little more than an expendable tool for someone else?
You're dumped the moment something new or shiny comes visiting, who cares if you're being abused or they'll be gone tomorrow?
But...you know, keep working like the drone you are. Your work is appreciated but just not you.
Yeah, no one cares about you, that you're bleeding too.
Because really, you're just there to work and why don't you just shut up, because no one cares to hear your side. You're just there to serve and to be kicked to everyone else's satisfaction.

Yeah, so I'm in a crappy, crappy mood. So crappy, I'm liable to bite someone's head off. Spent this morning at a job placement centre. Listening to loads of information. My second session. Oh, yeah they're so up it hurts my ears. But that doesn't change the situation. I'm going to go and reapply everywhere with a new-look resume. Oh, yippee. How about a new look world where people don't use you and abandon you the moment someone else they like better comes along? No? Then...I'll go and write some really nasty fics then because at least that won't have the opportunity of sending me to jail.

Yes, which characters do I think are more evil on the inside than good and I really detest?
4th-Mar-2010 02:37 am (UTC)
Yeah, being unemployed (and I'm wondering if it's unemployable in my case, it's been so long) really sucks. [commiserates--good word, that] I have good days and days where it really gets to me.

I hope the job placement centre comes up with something promising for you and makes the insulting lectures worth while. At least they're not sending you on a computer basics course which they tried to do to a friend in Europe. :-P
4th-Mar-2010 03:11 am (UTC)
Hopefully, not. Thanks.
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