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An attempt at a freeform poem. 
24th-Feb-2010 09:18 pm
Avon's thoughts, right before Star One and his blow up at Blake.


Avon's Anger

I had a life
now I have none.
Only a ship
Stolen
From my grasp
A promise
To myself
Still waiting.

Dragged
Manipulated
With idiots
Led by a fool.

The instinct
to save
also works
with
a man
who does not think.
Can't think.
Irritating
pulling him back
endlessly.
Can't let him die.
Again
and again.
Damned instinct.

Betrayed by a master
pushed to obey
anger seethes
in me
I plan
ready
the refuge
wait for my time
and for yours to end
I am waiting

One more death will do it
I will take control

Your brand of arrogance
and idiocy
no longer amuses
it fills me
with anger
and hatred
a desire
to see you
no more.

Can't let him die.
But
now
don't want him to live
near me.
His face
fills me
with hate.

He sees this
finally.
How I
detest him.
No illusions
between us
Only parting
Only relief.

Insane dreams
Pointless
Blood
And violence
A fanatic
wading
in a sea of red.
I am drowning
in sickness,
in a disease
named Blake.

I had a life
now I have none
I am determined
to reclaim it
to tear it
from the grasp
of a madman
masking as
an honest man
I will live again
be happy again
to escape
this life of
darkness and endless violence
lies that never end
a bully masquerading
as a friend
used for
his political end

I will be
finally free.
Avon Angry
Comments 
26th-Feb-2010 01:23 am (UTC)
If you want to see how the dialogues and characters work in my head...here's a good example. The Characters Dialogue Appendix at the end ;)

http://kalinda001.livejournal.com/354026.html
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